The Wreckage
Hi.
Can I be honest with you? Or better yet, can I be honest with myself? Because in all honesty that is what I am doing here, mainly talking to myself, to better understand myself, in hopes that someone else reading myself talking to myself may in some way better understand themselves?
Did I lose you? I think I lost myself.
Try to follow me as I go further. I am a complex person, so are you. We are a collection of experiences, some are good and some are bad. Both shape us. Our thoughts, our self image and perception of the world around us. It is all subconscious and most of it will not be understood until it is already reeked havoc on our lives.
Hence the identity of this blog: Soul Wrecked.
I find myself personally at a place in my life where so many events over the course of my life have left me a little soul wrecked. Now let me explain because that can go either way. Some experiences left me wrecked in the way an 18 wheeler would leave a Honda Civic in its wake but then others have left me wrecked in an opposite way that a million dollars left on my doorstep would. Both change my life and me.
It is this constant dance with light and dark. I feel them both so intimately and so beautifully. I don't want to dispose of either but learn to harness their power from within and use every ounce of their energy to change the world around me.
I want to not only understand myself better but be more accepting of myself knowing how wrecked I am as a person. I have my own story, we all do, for that is what we are: stories.
This is mine.
Can I be honest with you? Or better yet, can I be honest with myself? Because in all honesty that is what I am doing here, mainly talking to myself, to better understand myself, in hopes that someone else reading myself talking to myself may in some way better understand themselves?
Did I lose you? I think I lost myself.
Try to follow me as I go further. I am a complex person, so are you. We are a collection of experiences, some are good and some are bad. Both shape us. Our thoughts, our self image and perception of the world around us. It is all subconscious and most of it will not be understood until it is already reeked havoc on our lives.
Hence the identity of this blog: Soul Wrecked.
I find myself personally at a place in my life where so many events over the course of my life have left me a little soul wrecked. Now let me explain because that can go either way. Some experiences left me wrecked in the way an 18 wheeler would leave a Honda Civic in its wake but then others have left me wrecked in an opposite way that a million dollars left on my doorstep would. Both change my life and me.
I want to not only understand myself better but be more accepting of myself knowing how wrecked I am as a person. I have my own story, we all do, for that is what we are: stories.
This is mine.
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